9:24 AM
in the computer lab 2 now. finished doing the survey knowing what occupation matches us well with both our abilities and interest. i had alot results and had to write 3 on a piece of paper given.
i wrote...
1) manager,hotal
2) counsellor
3)artiste
the first one is what i want to do when i get out to work. i dont know but i just have alot of interest in hotal businesses.
went to friendster and browsed around. wanted to look at his face again but i saw him and her. doing things that we never did.
they put up photos of them, they kiss, they hold hands, they hug, they cook and eat together, they play sisscors paper stone and hei bai chey together, he writes mushy testimonials to her, she writes she'll love him forever.
something like:
i love hgf (of course she writes in full. =/)
so many times...
i can do that too. but i wasnt allowed, i couldnt because it's all too late.
='[
i just wanted to hold your hand... again.
;i am
afraid